#and i cant even reassure myself with 'oh obviously theyll see eachother more often than u do u live in another city'

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#bereal is ruining my lifeeeeeeee urghhhhhhhhhhh #all my friends are like having a lovely dinner or something apparently</3 while im at home all alone #and like i know im not as close to them as they are with each other i know #and i understand and i know its my fault for not reaching out and shit i knowwwww #i just dont like seeing the reminders fsgdgdhhd #and i cant even reassure myself with 'oh obviously theyll see eachother more often than u do u live in another city' #but few of them live in another city too😭😭 #i know im not a home dinner friend... it just hurts to see again and again #im trying my best but i dont even know how id become a home dinner friend #not heartbreak of a night but like. a bummer of a night anyway #public diary moment over im gonna watch video essays #my post