#and i just. i can’t quite imagine a “good” way of neverafter ending without some wild sacrifices

[polarsirens]

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#this is extremely dumb but i cried today listening to a song #imagining a neverafter animatic of an ending #that is yet to happen and only imagined and probably wrong #also i ahve no idea how i’ll go about making that kind of animatic i’ve got in my head but #i’m in this bad habit right now of #associating every song i like with neverafter #and i just. i can’t quite imagine a “good” way of neverafter ending without some wild sacrifices #which means i’m associating every sad song with it #and imm making myself tear up for something that won’t ever happen #anyway i’m leaving that partial lyric that really hit me here: #“just as much as I mean something #everyone’s existence means something #and I want to hear it #I want to hear it #that voice reaching out towards tomorrow #so that someday when I’m reminded of today again your smile won’t fade #so that—before I disappear—my days with you won’t fade #I’ll leave this here”