#and i tried to open a threadless store just to get SOME money ANY money but no one really bought anything so i've lost all motivation to

[fallingbyjuleecruise]

#i’m really going through it right now but i can’t even afford therapy anymore bc even tho i’ve been applying for jobs since May #only one got back to me but they said they weren’t interested in hiring only seasonal even tho they said it was a good job for students #or temporary workers to pad their resumes after long gaps which i have bc after i had to leave my job to go to chicago for school i’ve been #unemployed and constantly applying for work w absolutely no responses for the last 2 years #which was easier when i was getting unemployment but i used all of that up a long time ago and i keep getting hit w weird charges whenever #i manage to save up any money and i keep being put in the negative in my account #and i tried to open a threadless store just to get SOME money ANY money but no one really bought anything so i've lost all motivation to #add designs bc it's a lot of effort for no reward and i can't think of what to add that would interest ppl in buying my stuff so i can get #pocket change essentially and i'm about to enter my final semester and i have to put together my bfa show at the end of it and i don't have #any money to create anything that's worth anything or that would be a good representation of my ability as an artist bc everything costs #money and i think i made a mistake deciding to go to art school instead of doing literally anything else but i don't have any other skills #and i now i'm wondering if all that time i spent cultivating art skills i should've been learning a vocation so i could actually have a #future and i hate all of my classmates bc they're getting gallery jobs or work in the field and i'm just trying to get trying to see if i #can get a host position at a shitty restaurant again bc i just need any sort of paycheck so that i can scrape by #my posts #.jpg