#and im hokding back so much cuz my Good Chistian Family Household would be like ewwwww evilll at the thing si wanna make

[ittybittybumblebee]

I could do so many crafts,,,,, i could make so many things,,,m

#thinkign about when/if i move out i can do anything i want i can make physical crafts that are weird or funky and my family cant judge me #i neee to get weirder with my art #and im hokding back so much cuz my Good Chistian Family Household would be like ewwwww evilll at the thing si wanna make #and like i also just wanna make a clay sculpture if my oc new guy. they would be like. Oh THAT looks bad and evil. demonic.dont make that. #://///// #i need to movr OUT #i need freedom to create everything i wanna make and just not whats acceptabale if my family sees it god. #like my digital art is well hidden i can do whatever i want. but physical crafts. sobss... #i wanna make a badass electric guitar out of cardboard and paint and theyd b like. ouh thats weird you should make like. birds and flowers. #fuckingnf hellllllllll #sorry for ranting #i hate it here a little bit #a big bit #i need to get out of here