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#and im sick and tired of all of these horrid thoughts but they aren't gonna go away soon
the-cinnamon-snail
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1 year
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#my intrusive thoughts don't make me Unloveable and disgusting
#i say on repeat as my mind keeps thinking of the most vile disgusting things ever on this planet
#how did this even get into my head and if I shared it would anyone want anything to do with me anymore
#i don't want to keep this in my head but sharing it won't automatically stop it
#but it will make others disgusted that those things could even be thought up in my mind wouldn't it
#i feel. bad. and angry at myself. for even thinking of this.
#i say I can't control it but the thoughts are in my mind. im still thinking it.
#it's either pathetic that i can't control my own mind
#or disgusting that I can think that and then subconsciously or something trick myself into thinking that it's not actually me.
#and im sick and tired of all of these horrid thoughts but they aren't gonna go away soon
#and hey it's usually not constant. im even able to (sorta terrifying considering what the thoughts are)
#forget about it sometimes
#so hey. can't be that bad right. ill push through it and be fine! im strong enough.
#but I've said that multiple times before and it got worse and eventually was just a lie.
#I'm horrible
#sorry for the bother if anyone has to read these tags
#i just. needed to think 'out loud' so to say
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