#and it was aidan gallagher playing electric guitar

[in-a-slanted-outhouse]

I wish my back would stop hurting so I could actually sit and write

#it hurts so much #you know whats so funny #i had an edit pop up on my instagram fyp #and it was aidan gallagher playing electric guitar #and in the first couple seconds he bent down to pick the end of the amp chord off the ground to plug it in #and it literally took him a second and half to do so #and the flash of pure jealousy that filled me was immense #because the last time i tried to bend down and pick something up that quickly i didnt recover for days #i spent an entire day where i practically couldn’t move without assistance #i could just about get around by myself but it was constant pain #even when i was lying down or sitting it was just constant pain #and i dont know why #i literally dont know whats wrong #and its been months #my mum is gonna book a doctors appointment #sorry i just wanted to vent for a bit #louie says shit #tw vent #tw rant