#and like. i feel like a monster because theoretically it's lovely and in credibly nice of her to clean my room

[anaalnathrakhs]

ghezikjfjekzjkezn i cannot fucking WAIT to move out

#my mom went in my room while i was gone AGAIN #and she threw out stuff AGAIN #it wasnt even the guest room i squat in. i wasnt even gone 24 hours. it was MY room the one nobody else ever has to interact with. #she threw out the carboard boxes i wanted to keep to see if i could craft smth with them #and i knowwww i have a hoarding problem but man. it was a couple of packs of cereals. it was nothing. #i want to throw out everything i've ever fucking owned i want to live in an EMPTY APPARTEMENT i want to own nothing but a mattress #im going to try to talk to her reasonably about it #and like. i feel like a monster because theoretically it's lovely and in credibly nice of her to clean my room #but i did not fucking ask!! holy shit i think i'm old enough to have some fucking responsability over how my room is #it was rank but it's MY room it's out of the way nobody else ever HAS to go in #and i understand i understand yes age is a factor but also as long as i live w my parents (or anybody else) ill have to compromise some #but holy shit!! what if it's filthy? let me live in my filth until i learn to clean it up properly #you could at least fucking ASK. or WARN me. or i dont know. mind your fucking business. #jesus christ im starting to remember why i dont ask for help #broadcasting my misery #vent