#and like. to make it worse? nobody irl gives a shit that i'm this tired all the time

[something-about-sunflowers]

I’ve barely been awake for 8 hours. I’ve done nothing today. I slept for at least 12 hours earlier. I should not be tired. I should not have been tired 10 minutes after I woke up. I fucking hate this. I just want to not be tired. I want to be able to be awake at reasonable times, for reasonable amounts of time, during the day. I want to be able to DO things with my day. I want to be able to go to work so I can afford things I want to do and things I need to pay. I fucking hate this shit.

#the dork is being a dork #chronic fatigue #fuck chronic fatigue #all my homies hate chronic fatigue #and like. to make it worse? nobody irl gives a shit that i'm this tired all the time #i sleep literally all day? nobody asks why #nobody even checks in to see if i'm like. still alive lmfao #it's worse now than it was when i was younger but it was still an issue then too #in high school i once slept for something like 22 hours and not once did anybody think to check in #it's always an exasperated 'well look who's finally up' #my brother in christ i did not want to be sleeping #sometimes i feel like the reason i want to live on my own so bad is because then there'll be a reason for people to not check in on me