#and she realises that she is deep in this hole and thea is the one who told her to dig

[dullahandyke]

Me when I remember that my ocs have interpersonal relationships

#like obvi i love ames and ringo to death #but man recently ALL my thought have been on the sacrificial triad <- need to come up w a better name for them #like mfw thea and miren and shirley fuck each other up irreparably while raph spurs it on #and thea died long ago but he needed to live so badly #and MIREN miren the eldest sibling with nothing but their brother needed him to live so badly #that thea commandeered mirens body through possession and miren let him #and mirens entire life was consumed and theyre constantly exhausted from the energy theyre giving up #but thea is There and thats enough for them #and maybe they've been looking for something to devote themselves entirely to and not have to make decisions for #SPEAKING OF WHICH. SHIRLEY! #shirley who helped thea hide his own body and tried to help him find his killer #who bonded to the diez siblings and fell in love with thea #but shirley is a detective in a corrupt police force and the guilt of all the cover-ups is killing her #and she knowingly causes more situations like theas for the sake of protecting their triad #but the guilt threatens to swallow her whole so she turns to luck and flips coins to make her decisions #and she turns to thea and he comforts her and reassures her and tells her that the only thing she can do is go along with it #to make sure that none of their necks end up on the plate bcos she could never hope to defect and get away with it #so shirley throws herself into that mindset with theas encouragement #and THEN she sees that she CAN make differences that she DOESNT have to take everything lying down #and she realises that she is deep in this hole and thea is the one who told her to dig #thea whos the only one that shes trusted and confided in for years and all that trust shatters in a second #meanwhile in the leadup to this thea himself has been slowly realising that defiance is an option #but he cannot make the leap because he died by defiance before and if he dies again it will be mirens body that goes #and hes been digging this hole with shirley for so long that he doesnt know how to stop #so he hopes that if he keeps digging he can make it out of this unscathed (he will not) #um ja so basically forthea divorce arc mystery solved arc miren lost arc #they are in my thoughts and brain