#and that im like. excessively affected by temperatures+/temp changes right now too

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#i have a sneaking suspicion that in addition to all the other weird bullshit going on with my body #that at the moment my healing/recovery time is taking WAY longer than usual #and that im like. excessively affected by temperatures+/temp changes right now too #bc yeah while everyone else in my dorm house agrees that it really sucks the school hasnt turned the heat on and its kinda cold #its messing with me fucking HARD right now. like. to the point where today i went out and bought myself a pair of sturdy-ass gloves to wear #While I Am In My Bed Under My Blankets. bc its so bad that ((even bundled up top to tip!!)) if i dont get up every once and a while to run #my hands under hot water they get ICY and start turning fucking PURPLE. so uhhh. my temperature regulatory system has never been Great #but i think this is. much worse than usual #and when we were getting my bloodwork done before i left for school the docs never said anything abt like a zinc deficiency or anything #but??? unless its smth ELSE that ALSO didnt show up on the screenings they did... ughhgh. fuck. idk man #just. hOUGH. i wanna be wARMB and i wanna be CUDDLED and... idk man. i just want to be well. but i dont think thats happening anytime soon. #🙃🙃 #time to hop outta bed to warm my hands again bc my phone is starting to not react to my fingers trying to type anymore. wahoo. #bee speaks