#and the overall ‘’community’’ on this site is kinda trash (friends excluded ofc)

[dykeaegir]

suddenly hit with a wave of “i haven’t talked to a lot of my friends in a long ass time and i miss them but i have walls put up for no real reason and i’m worried i’ve made them mad somehow”

#this school year has. not been good #i’ve abandoned a lot of things that used to make me happy #for no reason other than depression and maybe punishment for being depressed #oc/canon and selfship is one of them #i’ve convinced myself i hate it not because i never have the energy to do anything anymore #*now #and the overall ‘’community’’ on this site is kinda trash (friends excluded ofc) #there’s a lot of things in it that i don’t vibe with but #i miss it. i miss ferdie and ferdimana #i miss imagining cute domestic things #but i’m at a point where i just. cant allow myself to feel something that isn’t nothing #i’m sorry i kinda went on a tangent but um. if any of the people in servers i used to be in are reading this #hi. how are you. i hope you’re doing ok #i miss y’all #bear.txt #bear.vent