#and then im gonna be up at 7am after having nightmares and fighting with him and then have to entertaine a 2 ½ year old literally all day

[echoxshxrx]

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#feel like shit..... #told my “partner” i wanted cuddles before bed cause im depressed and just rolled his eyes.... #kid came in the room just as im finally gonna get cuddles and when i let out the slightest sigh he fucking *snapped* at me #being all like “we'll cuddle later” #i wake up in the middle of the night to kid crying and him literally pushing her to my side of the bed and when i told him to stop he goes #“what stop her from climbing half way up me?” when she literally wasnt so of course i have to get her back to sleep #cause why would i be allowed to sleep when hes got to work in the morning right? #and then when he gets up to go to work hes gonna be loud getting ready cause he doesnt know how to do things quietly #and then im gonna be up at 7am after having nightmares and fighting with him and then have to entertaine a 2 ½ year old literally all day #if im lucky i MAY get a half hour nap if she doesnt wake up right as i lay down to rest #OH also when i asked him to stop pushing our kid away and got up and got her paci and got her back to sleep he kept staring at me #like turned away but looking over his shoulder just staring at me like i was in the fucking wrong #so now im sitting in the bathroom feeling like theres something wrong with me #like theres something fucked up with me #yet at the same time i feel so used and betrayed and i just...... #i dont know what to do anymore and im so fucking tired #so so fucking tired..... #echo has a breakdown on main