#and then theres the whole drawn out thing of arthur being like ‘bcuz nothing can eve happen btwn us!! so i cant bcuz it hurts😫 too much😫’

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whats more insane than in merlin episode 2x04 when merlin and arthur have that long convo about arthur and how he likes “gwen” except its clearly about how arthur likes MERLIN. and they both know this.. or possibly only arthur knows it… or perhaps most possible of all? neither of them know it.

#also i am no further than this episode so no spoiler pls #if for some reason u watched this show before the year 2022… which is the exact right year to watch all of bbc’s merlin… #bcuz bcuz bcuz #the way right before the scene starts its like arthur has one of the most rare moments ever where he actually says smthing non mean to #merlin and is like ‘sorry i shldnt have risked ur life’ #and merlins like ‘haha well they do say love makes you do strange things..’ and arthurs like ‘what r u talking abt??’ #and merlins like ‘just admit you have feelings for gwen’ and its like hmm. yeah. for gwen #and merlins like ‘why cant u just admit you like her’ #and then theres the whole drawn out thing of arthur being like ‘bcuz nothing can eve happen btwn us!! so i cant bcuz it hurts😫 too much😫’ #like ‘my father would never allow it’ #and then when merlin goes ‘but when youre king you can change that..’ and arthurs like ‘i cant except ..guinievre(idk spell) ..to wait’ #and the way theyre soo far apart physically for all this like so far apart and rhen merlin comes right up to say. ‘if she feels the same- #-she’ll wait for you.’ #INSANE. INSANITY. INSANE #castle.txt #what if i posted this then went directlt ro sleep #also what’s more insane is. gwen and lance r rlly cute actually i like them a lot… like. ourhhhhggghg #also this episode was unimaginably cruel for the ‘nobody cares abt u’ evil speech delivered the gwen.:((((.. pls no.. #i mean idk im willing to be proven wrong on the lance thing but idk. i mean obv gwen/morgana is quite real too #which! when i forst started watching i thought like #gwen/morgana was invented by internet girlies who wanted to shove the girl love interests together to make way for their gay boy ship #and like. that it wasnt real and j a woke excuse to not pay attention to the girls and why they arent w the boys #but actually they do have a real lesbian thing going on fr. i cld talk abt it but ill wait #god can u believe im merlinposting. i love myself❤️❤️❤️ I MUST SLEEP..