#and they might also ask what job do i wanna do and i will srraight up tell them im doing art now

[basslinegrave]

it was 2 weeks until state finals but its suddenly just one i thought i will give myself 10 days to study and thought i can start today cuz it woupd be on thursday. but its on tuesday so i only got a week 🧍i hate the inability to escape the progression of time

#i mean i wouldnt even remember shit if i started early #plus i want to only skim thru some questions that i either at least vaguely know or have nothing to do with my work #but i also have to go through the questions from my opponent which i just read thru halfway and closed #cuz i couldnt take it cuz i realized i dont know the answers to that #i dont have enough 'i dont care' in me because of the humiliation #like can they fail me? or is an E guaranteed #the school site shows some ppl have failed the exam and thesis so i guess it is possible #but ngl if i failed i think i wouldnt care too much after and i sure as hell wouldnt want to redo it #they might go for playing the girlie card and be nicer to me cuz im afab but that wont help much #and they might also ask what job do i wanna do and i will srraight up tell them im doing art now #which has two possible outcomes 1. they will formally let me have the diploma or 2. they will decide i do not need it for art