#and they’re both warriors which is somethin lg holly cares

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said as if all of sunrise isn’t heartbreaking but like one of the worst parts of that book is hollys last words being that she wanted to get to know her mother and like. she’s not really on screen for much of that book. she honest to god could have been getting to know leafpool. they both could have been hanging out in the background. the thought of this makes me unreasonably upset

#pers #warriors #sometimes you can only have a good relationship with your mom after being away from home for a while and then like. #approaching her as a person instead of as your mom EVEN IF THAT SUCKS TOO #and they’re both warriors which is somethin lg holly cares #so much about…..like the horrible parallel of holly failing at being a medcat and being a warrior #and THAT HAPPENING TO LEAF TOO after a much longer time as a medcat….it just gets me emotional man. #there’s a very specific art piece in my mind but it’s difficult to depict and also horribly personal so . erm