#and this made me feel so seen and hyperreal that i got physically nauseous

[calamitys-child]

There is a poem about having a threesome with a couple that are so in love that their care for eachother spills over and onto you. I'm pretty sure I remember seeing you reblog it, I was wondering if you know what it's name is? feeling insane about it etc.

It's called After the Threesome, They Both Take You Home by Sue Hyon Bae and it makes me UNWELL here's a copy for you

#read this poem for the first time when nervously flirting with at least one party in and desperate to befriend all parties in a polycule #and I have always been the first one to sneak out the back door of a gathering bc i dont want anyone to feel forced to pantomime a goodbye #and this made me feel so seen and hyperreal that i got physically nauseous #and things are different (good way mostly) now but reading this is still such a like. instant yearning button