#and thus judge me everytime i cook indian food in the future

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I hate cooking at home because my parents always want to taste what I'm making and then I spend the whole time terrified it'll taste bad

#if it tastes bad and its just me thats okay! ive eaten worse lol ill live #but esp when im making food my parents have never had #like im making indian butter chicken for dinner (for ME to be clear) and they want to try it #but they've never had indian before and im worried this recipe won't be very good and they'll try it and not like it #and thus judge me everytime i cook indian food in the future #i live in a super white and super tiny town so i can't just. order indian food or anything to show them it tastes good either #like my options are to make it myself or buy a frozen microwavable version #god i fucking hate it here #i realize this seems a bit dramatic but when you're making something for the first time and it turns out badly #and your mom calls you stupid for thinking it would taste good #it makes me quite afraid to try new things in the future!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait to fucking move out #and it wont even be anytime soon. jfc