#and we're friends and some of y'all let me send y'all letters i am. motional. v motional.

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sometimes i think about my mutuals. and then. i want to hug them.

#idk nothing happened i'm just in a friendship mood right now #like one of those moods when i want to cry because y'all are RIGHT THERE but also SO FAR AWAY #and i talk about y'all ALL THE TIME #today someone mentioned that they couldn't find any good s.t fanfics so i sent them nellie and kaylynn's fics and i was emotional #it's so wild how we've never met each other but we know so much about each other #the fact that so many of y'all have genuinely let me send you letters is just... so wild to me (affectionate) bc i was honestly expecting no #one to want that??? but y'all did and i get to write you letters and y'ALL RESPOND??? and i have a shelf in my closet dedicated to y'all's #letters and just. frick. 'motional. #it's times like these when i'm like wow m.lp really made me get so emotional about friendship but that isn't really a bad thing - i actually #really love how much i care about friendship even though i'm so bad at making friends and it just sucks that y'all are so far away #internet friendships are my favorite thing but also one of the most excruciating things because. you're here but you Aren't #tho nothing beats the feeling of meeting an internet friend irl... i know i am going to absolutely SOB when i meet shannon... #we've been friends since 2013 and have never met... we're planning it some day. we are Determined. #i have a picture of shannon hung up in my apt lol #ahem uhhhh anyways sorry for this. idk. just emotional about friendship right now ig #mutuals my beloved tag

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mutuals my beloved,,,

#mutuals my beloved tag #'m on the verge of falling asleep i should prolly sleep now actually hmmmmmm #i just saw one mutual call another mutual by their nsme in the tags and it mafe me emotional because. friendship. #i just think. friends. #friendship is magic #and we're friends and some of y'all let me send y'all letters i am. motional. v motional. #dw it is supposed tp be motional instead of emotional my brain was like 'the e at the beginning of emotional does not convey tired #or blorbo pain must drop it' so now it is motional thank you goodnight actually it prolly Should be goodnight eyes drooping bleep bloop #*fond pigeon sounds* #sorry i just had my pigeon tic so i decided that i should think of it fondly rather than in :/// and direct the fondness towards my moots #no literally this post is being made because i saw a mutual refer to another mutual by name and it mace me emotional like no joke #i just sat there and stared at it and was like '... this is the best thing to ever happen to anyone wE ARE FRIENDS' #... i'm tired btw in case you couldn't tell #blahhhhhhhh #okay will just post now droopy eyes bloop #sometimes i like adding my tourettic noises into my dialogue like bloop is for the one - you would get it if you were here irl. maybe. #there is a good chance that i am simply tired and bloop is a very fun word