#and yet!! when I hear loving words from Silco!! even tho he's a main f/o. I feel Nothing

[frecklystars]

yall know i miss cameo every single day but owhghwhg it’s 5 in the morning and its physically hurting. someone knock me out so i can sleep again

#i miss being excited for things :( i miss being excited for steve #i could get a cameo right now from anyone else if i wanted to #but i dont want anyone else. i can't imagine anyone else who can ease my mind like he did #[he being starscream] [or other characters but i always requested stsc the most] #i could get a fixit or a pearl if i want to. but thats the thing. i dont want tooo #i mean i do. but they're expensive. and im broke. and they're not starscream :( #or heatwave or puppycat or yumyan or attila or spike or techmo #[continues to list over 4000 characters] #i could ask Silco to give me an in-character love confession and he WOULD. he WOULD #that man knows everyone loves silco and he does flirty cameos from Silco all the time!!! #and yet!! when I hear loving words from Silco!! even tho he's a main f/o. I feel Nothing #i recently got a cameo from bumblebee and it felt great but i was so so so empty at the same time #could i ask fixit to say he loves me?? i guess?? but will it fill the void?? noooo #it's more than just a f/o thing tho. i rly just miss. being excited #i miss looking forward to things. i have been so empty for so long #i have a concert in october and a jbwkz show in one month and a musical in 2 weeks #and i feel absolutely nothing