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#and you were fine then youre hyperventilating then youre chilling then yojre crying then youre like
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Ypu know whwn you uh are in a weird panicky state (acute stress apparently) and you alternate vetween that and dissociating and you lose track of reality and overcompensate and undercompensate and want to fucking throe a grenade at your head
#and you were fine then youre hyperventilating then youre chilling then yojre crying then youre like
#why am i here i have been through this at home and lived then you think of being home rn and want to violently hurl and kys
#setting be lkke
#and then he doesnt respojd and you feel like youve been super annoying and weak and emotional lately
#i am frustrated in n my inability to communicate my actual thoughts
#sometimes its bc theyre unwordifiable
#sometimes ots bc i start w a half baked sentencw ik is wrong but th en i have to run w it and change it as i go or ill cone across a fool
#but i come axross a fool anyway bc i just lose traxk of the
#fucking fuck fuck fuck fuvk fyck
#im going to ban myself from my phone tomorrow i cant keep typunf retard ed rants bc it makes me feel more insanw and angry at myself
#for aforemebtioned reason of
#i cant put my brain into words and i cant comprehend it in my head
#but maybe itll be easier to if i try to not write it out and just think
#but i like organising things and um thinking too hard in too much depth always ends w me crying or pissed off so
#will have to acceot thst and just ball
#in the lesst ick way it is nice? veing here bc like i said setting tgere is nonway incould (easily( kms so im less stressed
#and i literally get to sit here in a plain room with 100 percebt cotton blankets which r my favourite thig right now and be Alone
#nobody can reach me here
#i fuvking detest everyone
#i miss * so much
#i miss *
#i wanna cut but the plastic knife i finessed from dinner sint do much
#smuggled in m stig this time w
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