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#and yves might be switching sides with helios. maybe. i dont know.
bingobongobonko · 1 year
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"Where will I be? After this? After the planet's gone." He pauses. "I have nothing now - my connections to Union trimmed down to nothing but wire, the House of Sanz is out of the question, I've realized things about myself. People I didn't know. Memories that aren't mine. Ideas that - THAT don't belong to me. For the first time in my life, I don't know what my next step is, or if I can trust any of these... ideas of mine." Panic underlines his voice. "You understand. The anticipation of what my next day will be like, or the next hour, the next minute. There is no plan - no big picture - I have..." Yves tenses, his shoulders hunching in on himself and breath heavy with fatigue. `Nothing` is the word, the descriptor that hangs on his tongue. But there is something, the little that there is. Perhaps Elias. Yet, it feels like the slightest distraction, a distraction to the bigger picture - something in him yearns for something else. *Yearns.* He can't help but reach out for it, wrapping his hands around the phrase. It's been in his mind.  "Tell me." Then, there's silence and a stare. The emotion cannot be read, and his tone is gone. He will not let his body betray him. "What does Helios do for you?" 
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