#another sunwoo rant incoming bc i have NOT shared all my thoughts yet

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#another sunwoo rant incoming bc i have NOT shared all my thoughts yet #but i will keep it in the tags to stay civilized #i am in no way trying to analyze anything or read into things bc like i dont know the man #but from what i see and hear i have many thoughts and feelings #especially feelings #it just makes me so incredibly sad that someone can work so hard to the point that its actually detrimental to their health #like imagine how insane that is #in any other field of work these kinds of work hours would be deemed a workers rights violation #for example in denmark you can only work 13 hours within a day so ou have to have 11 hours off #there also has to be 11 hours between your shifts #and you cant work more than 6 days a week #but when touring they only had a few days in between concerts and had to practice for a comeback in the down time plus travel between citie #like no wonder that causes someone to be stressed out #and now i cant stop thinking about how hard of a time he must have had every time i watch a video from the past few months #also the others but especially him #its just so inhumane #and ofc this has all probably been said a million times #but it just somehow hits harder for me now bc its someone who i really like #like these parasocial relationships are no joke... im crying over a man who doesnt even know i exist #but anyways #another thing is #i feel like these last couple of years i started seeing my fave idols as just people... #that sounds kinda stupid but... #when youre younger you kinda get attracted to the whole unattainable aspect of celebrities and you kinda see them as gods #you feel like theyre nothing like you and that you have completely different experiences in life #but now i kinda realised that theyre really not that different from me #like they have a way cooler job with more benefits but deep down were all just trying our best and working our ass off #ive often imagined when ive went directly from class to my part time job that this exhaustion im feeling is just like them having to go #from schedule to schedule without much sleep #and i really feel so much empathy