#anyway all this to say Nishiki is still my gf but something about the games and fandom are slowly losing me but not just the regular

[smol-tired-binch-blog]

At this rate I'm not gonna be able to unmute Gaiden spoilers before adding Infinite Wealth spoilers am I

#smol speaks #I'm gonna be waiting ages before I can click spoiler tags on Discord cgfvbhjnghbjnk #but like i AM kinda sad cause it's like the brainrot is fading? but it's not? the problem is it hyperfocused itself onto a character who wa #there for 2 games. yes i can say 'he's alive to me' as much as i like but it's funny coping denial. i am still legit upset by this fact lol #AGAIN ik it's dumb but he means a lot to me and i love him and it does make me sad when people go 'HES DEAD LMAO' and like. that's the joke #in and of itself yknow? like im somehow dumb for wishing a character received better? but that's a different post entirely #POINT IS im already bored with 6. im bored of Kiryu. i want to see Ichiban but we dont play JRPGs so that may take a while as well. and THE #we play Gaiden. oh fuck when are we gonna play Ishin??? damn there's a lot to play #anyway all this to say Nishiki is still my gf but something about the games and fandom are slowly losing me but not just the regular #'hyperfixation is dying down' way cause i still have a lot to say i just. am i having less fun? maybe? a little bit?