#anyway i'm seeing pics of måneskin living their best lifes and i'm happy for them but also a little sad for me

[robinsnest2111]

oh, to be a young androgynous and eccentric musician in their early twenties, living the life in a polyamorous and wildly successful band...

#idek why that idea appeals to me so much i??? #i'm just some 24 year old mediocre looking aroace guy who's kinda scared of social interaction lmao #also i don't really have the brain capacity or coordination to play any instrument and can only sing i guess?? #anyway i'm seeing pics of måneskin living their best lifes and i'm happy for them but also a little sad for me #because. i'm lonely and got health issues and am not doing much with my life orz #i know i shouldnt compare myself to others least of all stars/celebrities #but y'know. me and my silly little daydreamer brain