#anyway. I went back to make a new character in skyrim and the overly feminine restrictions make me foam at the mouth

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#tag talk #I would have realized I was trans a lot sooner if media portrayal of women wasn't so... *that* #I have pretty much exclusively picked men during character creation except for a few more indie titles with relatively gender neutral stuff #and even then I usually just put the feminine hair on the male body when it was an option. #I always thought I understood why trans men wanted to be guys. if I'd been afab I would still be trans in the opposite direction. #which is I guess where the whole genderqueer nonbinary genderfluid bigender ????? soup comes into play here #anyway. I went back to make a new character in skyrim and the overly feminine restrictions make me foam at the mouth #I always pick the khajiit mohawk hair and on women it's not an option. which is bullshit. I want an unhinged butch murderer with problems #the maximum body thickness (which is just arm bulk tbh) for the female is equal to the minimum body thickness of the male. #WHICH IS A SCAM SCAM SCAM SCAM SCAM #literally what do studios lose by giving equal avatar customization to everyone. WHAT DO THEY LOSE #this is the shit that culturally conservative people never even think about. a world that does not allow anyone outside of your concept #and they don't even realize because the idea simply never occurred to them #the idea that a woman would want to look any different. the idea that a man would want the same. #ughhhhhhhh I want to kill and maim and destroy and chew to bits