#anyway. sorry for being druggie on main i am just so excited and have nobody to tell about it

[teethrotter]

posting this here for the baddies ( cw drug mention )

#i have not smoked since 07 / 13 / 21 #at midnight of 09 / 07 into 09 / 08 i can get high for the first time in over a year #i have been borderline manic with excitement + anticipation #this year has been ( likely ) the worst of my life for numerous reasons and i am so fucking ready to finally have one ( 1 ) crutch again #i really did not think that i was going to live to this point so it is a major fucking deal for me #no more living solely off of the occasional cigarette in abject misery + suicidality #anyway. sorry for being druggie on main i am just so excited and have nobody to tell about it