#anyways I'm just sad and weepy and it's not even shark week

[high-warlock-of-brooklyn]

You ever have a day where you go god I need a drink and then after a beat you realise you don't drink so you sit down with a dairy milk and iced water and think life would be much more bearable if I let myself drink alcohol but maybe the decision I made at 16 not to drink alcohol ever is not so bad coz based on the way I chugged a half litre non alcoholic blue lagoon in a minute if I would consume alcohol it would be extremely harmful to me physically and mentally and not to touch alcohol ever but you still wanna complain about life being easier with alcohol but then your friends say oh but you don't drink out of principle you don't get to complain like bitch I don't also do high fashion doesn't mean I don't have OpinionsTM at every red carpet party

#I just wanna whine and bitch and moan about something without being judged in a safe space #what was that thing to love is to be inconvenienced?? yes I want that #want someone to inconvenience out of love and get accepted for that #ugh maybe I should go to bed this is just making me cry #it's not my fault I have a predisposition for addiction what with the adhd and depression and family genetics #and it's not my fault I drink too fast or don't get a brain freeze very often or swallow too fast #that sounded wrong #anyways I'm just sad and weepy and it's not even shark week #ugh I hate post period blues #I'm just gonna go #jace.txt #to delete later