#anyways i’m sicky but actually trying to get better whilst rescheduling my therapy appt bcus APPARENTLY

[dykevenusian]

i love going through my personal tag it’s like getting to remember my life

#personal posting #this is meant to be read as /lh btw #anyways i’m sicky but actually trying to get better whilst rescheduling my therapy appt bcus APPARENTLY #calling out directly before or after a holiday means you don’t get paid for said holiday #and i hate this hellworld we live in so much #and i am so so sleepy also emotionally speaking i could not handle going into work today so hopefully everything is squared away for tmm #taking space from another talking stage that this time got too emotional too fast and like that never happens with me #so i am. very confused by this. also i think it’s fucking with my memory even more that we smoke so much together i literally get my days #mixed up #idk man i’m just trying to survive out here but i don’t feel like i’m doing a good job except for when i do #hey also jic future me is wondering no i’m not back on antidepressants yet #i should be soon tho! i’m getting them delivered #this feels like the movie momento. i am momento #also like can i just have the time to make my life solely about hanging out with gay communist bitches who also want to cuddle and make out #and take it slow. and maybe not be monog? (idk abou that yet i’m just not please with it rn) please and thank you #speaking of going thru this tag i’m trying to find out when i stopped being on my antidepressants and i feel like i can tell by how frequent #i say Thing Are Getting Bad