#anyways if y'all are following along with my work logs‚ i hope things are faring better for you! things will get better for us all in time

[poptartmochi]

i would be so powerful if I could just make myself see a doctor about anxiety

#alas.. there is also anxiety about seeing the doctor about the anxiety 🍻 #anyways i am so. peeved ig? I'm so drained from work and i want to do something fun but literally there's like this very detached sense #of guilt about not being able to help our asshole customers 1000% that is killing my desire to do anything #some evil voice in the back of my head that's even like.. you think you deserve to ear after that? kys #which. what the fuck!! they were the rude ones and you KNOW they're sitting at home either a) not thinking about it or b) feeling smug abou #one-upping an overworked retail employee... 😐 nicki get UP! 😭😭😭 anyways circling back around to the original topic of the post #im so 🕴️🕴️ because what will happen when i see them again 😞 and i keep having nightmares about them and work. it's just so 😑 #and our other customers have given us very kind feedback + brought us donuts + complimented me on my professionalism lately but it literall #feels like white noise in comparison to these two smarmy fucks.. it should be the other way around 🤨🤨 #but i have the bnuuy's brain </3 alas. on a more positive note! despite the 🌪️ of the mind‚ i took relative care of myself today and put my #clothes away finally + tidied up my room 🏋🏻‍♀️ despite the dread we eke out some small victories in the day! this is how i must survive #🤼‍♀️🤼‍♀️🤼‍♀️ #anyways if y'all are following along with my work logs‚ i hope things are faring better for you! things will get better for us all in time #🫂🍻💃🏻!! #sriracha.txt #negative cw