#anyways im only rambling bc its nearly 7am and i havent slept an ounce <3 filter who? hate it here anyways thats enough for now so bye

[undyinglantern]

sometimes i act like i know kpop but really i was only into it for about 5 years, from either 2008 or 2009 until 2012-13, and then i only really kept a look out for stuff from exo and ex-dbsk members. and even then only for about a year or two longer before eventually drifting interest away. and had i not decided to clean up this blog a couple months ago, i probably wouldn't have even ever remembered

#ive been out of it for at least 7 years and also developed a negative perception due to Certain Fans along the way #im still trying to get rid of that stigma bc clearly that doesnt represent every single person but the perception is still there and i dont #dont want to be associated w that yknow? #theres also no particular reason why my interest drifted to begin with idk i think i startedwatching larger volumes of anime or something? #busier with school too ofc. so just not enough time to sit down and listen to things or anything #and Said People later made me i guess.. build a wall and block out those memories(?) bc of aforementioned reason? idk really... #anyways im only rambling bc its nearly 7am and i havent slept an ounce <3 filter who? hate it here anyways thats enough for now so bye