#apparently my ‘aftercare’ to myself is listening to the wrong song unintentionally or thinking of the wrong thing

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#why do I always feel super overwhelmed mere minutes after I make myself feel really good? #apparently my ‘aftercare’ to myself is listening to the wrong song unintentionally or thinking of the wrong thing #or just fucking yearning for what it could’ve been instead #or a combination of the three #tldr I need to find someone to curl into after #hold me and kiss me and stop me from shaking #I want to fall asleep in the safety and comfort of someone’s arms