#at least when i actively seek revenge its not for lil things like rudeness or even bigger things like purposeful insults

[craycraybluejay]

still fuming over an argument i had months ago.. anouther chillllll its ok for other people to be incorrect, ok? its ok for them to randomly accuse you of a personality disorder and then publicly shit on you for being offended. its fine bro. old news.

#some ppl u will NOT seek out but would def get in a fistfight with if u happened to pass by each other again #sorry i be holding mad grudges #you do something mean once and i will be eternally hostile if you dont apologize and wary if you do #like idk yk its not right to let people think they can walk all over you and still be entitled to your civility and kindness #and some actions are so horrible you'll seek a fight to the death about it #and others youre like. meh. objectively this isnt as big a deal as other shit i went thru. would set ur car on fire if i walked past it tho #like IT DEPENDS! #sometimes ill just drop it if its w a friend and we 'made up' but a lot of times ppl dont rly apologize/try to change their cruel actions #so theres resentment even without the fight #or hearing someone talk about doing similar to what they did to me to someone else. i thought u were past that. whats wrong w u. #idk i distrust people who are nice to u in the moment but fully traumatize someone else who was kinda rude to them #bc what if *i* miss too many social cues? are u gonna try to get me arrested or sum? jfc #at least when i actively seek revenge its not for lil things like rudeness or even bigger things like purposeful insults #but yea most ppl i dislike i refrain from bothering. but if they bother me thats their mistake #if you throw the first punch i WILL always get the last. #but yea anyway fuck that person