#at the papers and all during planes! love plane rides tbh tho i have a deathly fear of dying there too WHAGBJSHDB) it also didn't help

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sometimes i randomly remember the time i was swimming as a kid and it was by the big pool but near the edge and the uhh entrance of the pool anyways i almost drowned and so i grabbed lune to live and almost drowned her. good times

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #the adults... were not there..... i mean they kinda were but did they really just look at us and think 'oh nothing's happening' and look #away :(( mom had to save us and it broke her phone bcs she forgot to remove it from her pocket and she still took so long raghhh !! #anyways i think that's what caused my extreme fear of drowning. it's funny i love the water so much yet fear it too #WE HAD TO WRITE ONCE about an experience where God Saved Us sorry religious school (SOBBING... <//3) #i did this. when i almost drowned (my twin too). uh. what was i going to say about this i forgot anyway #idk i have always had a very yeah imagination... sometimes thought about a plane landing down in the middle of a flight over the ocean #and it would really scare me thinking about the process (i think it was bcs i was a curious kid. even now but yeah. and i liked looking #at the papers and all during planes! love plane rides tbh tho i have a deathly fear of dying there too WHAGBJSHDB) it also didn't help #btw that yeah vivid imagination so i'd imagine it and it was worse than it would actually be tbh... maybe bcs i only really had those pics #+ watching the titanic + kid imagination to imagine how it would be like. i doubt now a shark would come if ever that happened tbh #also yk i love sharks they're so cute actually i love marine animals sooo much and sorry i should eat and do homeowrk i keep gettin #SIDETRAcked uhh i REALLY don't want to do my homework sobbing but at 5-6 i'll be busy and i don't want to cram and god i have sm to do