#basically anything nobody doesn't want to do I have to do and its p muc everyday

[imstunning]

I’ve had a bad week mentally like having breakdowns and being in the absolute worst mood and tbh I’m so close to ruining my own life from like displaced anger

#like idk why i am so angry but like i am So Angry #I'm going to go home and deep clean my house and probably cry #my boss pissed me off like ya i made a mistake but it wasn't a big deal and I have way too many responsibilites here and its just so #ridiculous #basically anything nobody doesn't want to do I have to do and its p muc everyday #and like one thing I didn't even know I had to do I hae to do? and I did it half assed #and like it shouldn't be my responsibility it shouldve been either the person who set up the event or the people going to do #not mine to prepare the stuff like you guys get the shit done #I have shit to do!! #like I have real responsiblities anad then I haev like office managment bullshit which is so frustrating because the jobs I do in a day are #like individual jobs people would do as their job but I'm doing multiple #and like its just frustrating #like I know I made a mistake but like #im pissed that I had to do it in the first place when like there are other people #also if he wasnt so cheap he could hire more people to do shit so everything is done wel #we allll talk about how we are all spread too thin and there are these unrealistic expectations #and its just like #the most frustrating thing evER #anyway im staying late at work like i do every single day #and dont get paid extra or anything but I'm trying to do my best here #when I go home I am turning on music very loudly and I am deep cleaning until I feel better #which will be never #also this is like the tipping point u know like u ever feel that #the tinest thing just makes u ready to rip faces off