#bc i am out of town w maria and rae!!! and dont wanna be spending the whole weekend stuck in hyperfixated hell

[soldier-poet-king]

Has anyone ever considered that I don't want to do chores and run errands after work and commuting and I WANT to go home and nap and play video games and read

#UNFORTUNATELY. IM WEAK WITH NO SELF CONTROL #i told myself i wasnt gonna start pf wotr until after this weekend #bc i am out of town w maria and rae!!! and dont wanna be spending the whole weekend stuck in hyperfixated hell #thinking abt game. #unfortunately. guess what ive started #i have SO MUCH backstory for my duelist ex spy dhamphir rogue-undead sorcerer #its about the ANGST and the REDEMPTION #ugh. combine alucard. essek. mhm maybe a lil fenris and finnick odair #honestly. being like. im a grown ass adult but i can create cringe ocs like im 11 yrs old #what absolute freedom and joy!!!!! #i am having a BLAST #yes she has white hair trauma. yes there are scars. yes shes now devoted to sarenrae the SUN god of mercy even tho shes dhsmphir #yes she still wants human blood and hates it #/SCREAMS/ #anyway i am going to run errands and also desperately get a haircut #and i SHOULD be reading #but 2 guesses what im gonna do after o get home #IM SUPPOSED TO PACK TOOsgdbshhf i have no idea what the dress code is #Franposting #YKNOW WHOS THE BIGGEST PUSHOVER???? ME #i am WEAK and TIRED after all day at work i want FUN