#bcy childhood dog listened the first time i ever verbally said im gay

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sorry im thinking so much abt nick but . :( he had to keep all his feelings to himself :(( he couldnt tell his friends cause they were homophobic,, he couldnt talk to the only accepting ppl he knew bc they were charlies friends,, he had to stay up at night n just look at his pictures of charlie and text him and try to figure out his sexuality all by himself :(( maybe he talked to nellie :(((( maybe he told nellie all about charlie and cried into her fur when he was scared n confused :((

#sorry im obsessed w him talking to nellie #bcy childhood dog listened the first time i ever verbally said im gay #i used to lay on her and cry when I was scared so im. projecting onto nick. smile #tlak my dogs and cat now alot too #just talked to star for like two hours last night #heartstopper