#because it all depends on the anpunt everyone else has to pay me and that already is not a lot for them and then.

[dapper-nahrwhale]

hnnm

#i have just done the math and unfortunately. the amount i have been getting paid for a full weeks of work. #is actually the amount i should be getting paid daily. and it sucks that i cant ask for anything more #because it all depends on the anpunt everyone else has to pay me and that already is not a lot for them and then. #for me it is just. significantly less. and the fact that there is literally nothing i can do to change any of this. #because i am the cheaper option then say. hiring a real nurse or caregiver. #and i cant refuse doing it because then no one would do it. but you know id still like a livable wage. #seeing as the reason i cant get a real job is because I am so busy doing this. i am just. immensely frustrated and tired. #and theres so many other nuances to it all but this post just boils down to me being annoyed that this has been going on for months now. #when it was supposed to just be a few weeks until we could find a better solution. and now it seems there isnt one. #and im just sort of. stuck here. unable to do anything about it. ahhhhggggg #b.text