#because my mom clearly can’t fucking handle her youngest knowing that her eldest is queer in more ways than one.

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my mom’s about to be the reason i off myself exactly a week before graduation if she keeps bitching about every little thing

#suicide mention #i’ve had it up to here with her bullshit. i’m so fucking sick of it. i just want to be able to relax for five god damn minutes. is that too #much to fucking ask for? huh? is it too fucking much? or does she just hate me for some stupid fucking reason? #i’m so fucking sick of how i get treated in this house. my sister is a little bitch to me for having her do the most basic shit such as #god damn basic hygiene. like to brush her hair or teeth or put on god damn deodorant. y’know. shit she shouldn’t need to be told. #shit that she has to be told every god damn day by both me and our mom. i’m so fucking stressed out over every fucking thing in existence #right now. and its supposed to be the easiest week for seniors. its supposed to be a dream but its turning out to be a fucking #nightmare. why does everything in my life that can go wrong end up going wrong. its so fucking stupid. i don’t even get a single moment of #peace anymore. constantly being yelled for or yelled at at home. being unable to fucking be myself in the place i’m supposed to #feel safe in. i literally have to fucking hide that i’m trans and go by a different name from my little sister #because my mom clearly can’t fucking handle her youngest knowing that her eldest is queer in more ways than one. #this entire post is all over the place and i don’t even have the ability to care right now. i’m just so god damn sick of everything. i need #a fucking break.