#because then we can do some fun mafuyu and kanade dad parallels and use it to showcase kanade's growth or give her growth

[arolesbianism]

Stares at the sekai writers with my big wet brown eyes. Pls don't forget abt how Kanade hid the fact that she met with Mafuyu's mom from them and that Mafuyu knows abt that now

#rat rambles #sekai posting #I dont need them to get mad I just think itd be neat if we got to see how they feel abt that #it probably wont happen and tbh I dont mind that too much even if for kanade's sake itd be rly interesting to see #I mostly dont mind because I think it makes sense with their character for Mafuyu to not think abt it or actively try not to #plus with their current desperation I dont think theyre looking to blame one of their biggest sources of comfort #which is not to say kanade is to blame for how bad things have gotten with their mom just that its honestly like. rly scary how out of the #loop mafuyu was on How bad it was #and it makes sense that kanade wouldnt tell mafuyu abt all of this as it would likely have made mafuyu panic even more #but still its interesting to me to think abt how mafuyu just straight up knew nothing abt how much their mom and their friends knew #and how despite kanade's best efforts to prevent the worst it ultimately did very little to soften the inevitable pain #and in some ways she kind of like. actively endangered mafuyu or at least risked it #like to be clear shes a teenager theyre all teenagers ofc they didn't handle everything perfectly this isnt a condemnation of kanade #I just find it interesting how kanade's relationship with mafuyu has shifted kind of for the worse in some regards #and how now we are in the perfect set up for them to develope for the better #mainly I just want kanade to have some more big boy development without taking from the current group arc #+ I think this could make for some interesting insight on how mafuyu thinks abt the group in different contexts #I think kanade did the best she could and it didnt help and I want her to feel that way and be eaten by it a bit #because then we can do some fun mafuyu and kanade dad parallels and use it to showcase kanade's growth or give her growth #because look at me deep in my eyes. kanade has been falling into the same feeling of total responsibility much more actively #and now its becoming so much more real. so much more tangible. mafuyu isnt a person who needs her help. mafuyu is a person who needs help. #serious help #idk if any of this makes sense idk I guess I just want kanade to feel powerless and for mafuyu to grapple with their feelings on the others #a bit even if it doesnt escilate beyond just thoughts #anyways Im pretty sure ena is due next so I hope its her like helping Mafuyu buy new clothes or smth #I wanna have some fun mesh between light hearted shopping story and deeply deeply depressing runaway child shit #thats assuming theyll go that route with mafuyu but theyve been being vague enough abt it Im willing to entertain the idea that theyll do it #also I think itd be nice if we got to see more kaito but that might be asking for a big much #but yeah I think if no kaito than mizuki should be a 4 star or 3 star since no way in hell they wouldnt tag along for smth like that #and kanade can be the 2 star for here since quite frankly I kinda wanna let her stew in it all a bit more before we rly dive in deep