#beckoning to the void and counterproductivity

[honeyed-disgraceful]

The fucking dramatics

#he talks exactly the same way as back then. #beckoning to the void and counterproductivity #still trying to fucking reel me into that hole ass way of #living. no matter who he meets. hes going to see me and fucking act like im the centre of the universe and everyone in the room knows #they know. theyre fucking in on the jabs. the little subtext of me not reciprocating. vilifying but in such a classy and gentle way #i cant even be mad #impressive actually #i just dont want to step my foot on the wrong plank and end on the sane side of life. killing all my possibilities of being fucking free. #i dont really want him to come back. weird last time im ever meeting him again #this was a bad decision #i shouldve stayed home to finish a drawing but NO i go wherever people take me #same side* i meant. very bad typo. not rweriting all that tho