#better version of akutami IM SO TOUCHED THE HELLLLL

[seoafin]

Morgannnn (it me again, surprise??)

I feel like the first time i sent that long ass rant message i didn't really fully express why i'm so in love with your stories and your writing so i'm gonna do it here and also share some other thoughts along the way! <3

First of all, the way you write feels so smooth and in place that i actually have a feeling i'm reading the canon material its self (it is canon idc) and also how you portray Gojo? the way he's in love with the reader, him being absolutely whipped for his children, him as a whole person? it feels so in character to me that it doesn't have anything off putting like you would enouncter in most Gojo fics. I suck at giving a thourough explanation but i will do my best: firstly, rip to my youth was an absolute gem to read and the way you've written everything, everyone, the way you've portrayed and written Riko healed my soul because i love her so much, she's my precious child that deserved the world. the semingly bad mouthed gojo behaviour, the way he's been a menace in hs and also the same time how reader seems to always ground him?? "it's my fault for thinking you could do better" (was that the line? i hope i got it right oof) please the way she can always bring him back on the ground and make him feel human, it's loveee, love LOVE that makes this man human and you have done such an amazing job showing that via his interactions with Geto and reader, even Shoko subtly! Also how you talked about friends also being platonic lovers and vice versa, im so ALL for that! i love how you portrayed that through them, the cuddling, hugs, gojo simply existing in her space because she got used to it and at this point pretty much allows it, and honestly for someone as weary and distrustful as Gojo, it would honestly take alot for someone to enter his shell like that and he allows himself to be vulnerable. I like how you write him as a guy that has no game and gets zero girls lmao because its true its canon, i like to think that he's more interested and drawn towards reader's attention and its her that he really wants but she's just so goddamn oblivious!!

Absolutely loved how you written them with Megumi and Tsumiki, Megumi being mama's boy, it's canon too i love to see it, Gojo being so touchy and clingy with reader is a big yes for me. So in conclusion, i also love you for leaving cultural notes and you're actually willing to stand up to fandom discourse and racism thats plagued within it, i wish people understood or tried to take japanese culture into account when writing Gojo or any other character, it really shows the nuance and its something thats being dismissed even in english translations, it just ain't there. But you, you've done it everytime and it makes me fall in love with your work all over again, i just think it's very neat and you as a person here and the way you interact with your followers is very pleasing, at least those that are nice and considerate towards you, i simply love your energy. You're like a better version of Gege Akutami lmao 😭

With that said, i love how we agree that Gojo is a touch starved bisexual virgin loser that cries himself to sleep, i also agree with previous anons that said Gojo doesn't fuck around at all, because i myself just don't see it as Satoru way of coping let alone being the one to use humans that way, it simply contradicts everything else he is as a person and despite being an asshole and sucking most of the time, i'll say it again, it's love that makes him human. Idk how reader and Gojo started dating (family au) or rip verse but i like to think that as the previous anons said, they were it for each other, and Gojo being a cheeky lil shit that he is didn't say a word at first but was glad nonetheless, brings me back to when you talked about friends being platonic lovers and such, so i do think they'd be messing around w each other like that for a bit before anything serious actually started happening, until reader stopped being so oblivious 😭 also the way he proposed lmao i loved that its so Gojo thing to do, but yeah, Gojo dad is also superb, the way his kids treat him is hilarious but they do love him nonetheless, ahhhh im practically rambling at this point but i LOVE LOVE everything!! the day i found your blog was the day my soul was cured, so thanks for simply existing? Anyways, im very awkward when trying to write my thoughts thouroughly so please forgive me for that and i hope you'll continue to slay and stay amazing! 🥰

ms tina i read this message over literally 50 times in the span of one hour and stared at it on the subway so i could straight up memorize it. like this message is going to go on my gravestone it's going to BE my gravestone. im going to expose myself as a ff writer in real life but i do NOT care i want this to be the last thing i see before i kick the bucket

yes ur right!!! rip!mc did say smt along those lines (i don't rlly rmb either lmfao) in hs i think rip!mc is one of the first people along with geto who is unafraid to tell him what she thinks but it isn't in a malicious way which is what gets gojo even more annoyed bc she isn't necessarily out to antagonize him even though he antagonizes her 😭 (it was full on menace behavior from him in hs)

SO TRUE IT'S ALL ABOUT LOVE. are they friends?? are they lovers?? who knows! who cares! they Are in love though! i do not like how friends and lovers are categorized as two different things. all friends are and should be lovers in some capacity.....that's friendship that’s love baybe. the concept that maybe we should be a little in love with our friends is so true. so good. i abide that in every (healthy) thing i write bc friendship is the basis of love!!!

i love writing hs gojo bc he IS lame he’s a loser with exactly one friend. he wants to tell rip!mc that he likes her outfit and ends up telling her the color clashes with her skin tone. hs gojo is immature and bratty and it’s the last time he gets to be. i rlly like writing rip!mc in the perspective of still seeing gojo like that even as adults. even when he’s smoother and little more charming and smiles more easily and makes a fool out of himself on purpose she’s still seeing the bratty tongue tied gojo he was in hs so yes they ground each other

im happy ppl read those cultural notes!!!!! and im even happier that ppl still like this blog despite the discourse i drag into it bc smts i just see something and it ITCHES when i can’t say anything like god we should be calling this out.....i am too messy sometimes but im afraid it’s the only way i can make this fandom and writing somewhat tolerable not only for me hopefully anyone else that has ever been aggrieved by popular fandom 😭😭😭

im going to sound very sappy but thank U for reading and sending me this wonderful lovely amazing message that i am mentally printing out and digesting i love it so much. like i don’t think i can thank u enough for giving me kindness and encouragement i am so insane rn with emotion. i am so so so so happy u like my writing enough to send me this big ass message about it and it’s getting messages like this that make writing worth it...anyway i am Emotional

#i have very strong strong feelings abt how love is friendship and friendship is love amen #better version of akutami IM SO TOUCHED THE HELLLLL #are we going to kiss now say yes #GODDDD ALL THESE MESSAGES IM SOO #ALSO I SEE UR OTHER ASK IM GOING TO ANSWER IT #liishook #.fb