#bleargh. gonna go play a game or something.

[shivunin]

Because I have just seen this specific thing for the second time, I would like to say:

If I reblog your art, I do not expect you to reblog (or share!) my fic in return

If I comment on your fic, I do not expect you to comment on (or read!) mine in return

My enjoyment of anyone's work does not come with strings or expectations

My friendship is not a bill that you will have to pay later

That's it!

#the fucking obsession with fandom becoming ~content creation~ has got to stop. this is not a business. #i don't like it when someone acts like i owe them because they complimented my work #and i will never do that to someone else #kindness has to be freely given or it isn't kindness; it's manipulation #this just. makes me feel super gross and it upsets me that it's happened twice #and that both people explicitly stated in their profiles that this is an expectation they have of fandom #you can't form a community by force. that's not how it works. #anyways. rant over. i just want it to be known that i'm not expecting anything from anyone lol #if i talk to you or hang out it's because i want to. i don't want anything from you except you know #kindness and companionship or w/e #bleargh. gonna go play a game or something. #dixeram

[andthebubbles]

allrighttt this is a rambly post in an attempt to curb my anxiety

also my stomach is a bit bleargh >.>

anyway tomorrow we’re gonna go and check out a car from a private seller, specifically the prado 90 series... meanwhile there’s social anxiety and i haven’t practiced going out in a while, THEREFORE

like, basically a 4wd would be greatttt but i don’t want a lemon. and i don’t want to spend money on a thing and then find out it’s a lemon. ofc there are checks in place but yeahhh /worry worry

a 150 series would be cool but they’re too exxy. anyway, you’re not getting that much more... i think the only basic differences between the 90 and the 150 series is like... active suspension, traction control (?)... and some 90 series prados don’t have ABS? and the 150 series has hill start thingy but like who cares, i have a handbrake lol (my usual car is a 1998 toyota camry csi okay XDDD it has wind-up windows, i love wind-up windows, i don’t need all the funny extra techy things /old-fashioned (legit why i love the 70 series landcruisers, last i heard, power windows were still optional XD)). what i do like about the 150 series though is the fuel consumption, iirc it’s reportedly like 13.8L/100km whereas the 90 series is 15L/100km....... on the other hand though, the ARB mods for the 150 series are more exxy than the 90 series mods... /rambleee

also i already knew since yesterday that i wouldn’t be in the headspace to write (ditto for yesterday lol but i did edit something into superpowers fic at least) sooo i am gonna use that time to catch up with some tanking because the pretty christmas garage will be disappearing after jan 10 :((( and i need more small boxes to get more shards so i can get more camos 8D HOWEVER as usual i get major choice paralysis over this fucking game lol

like, i have to spend 1.2 mil credits (in-game money) on equipment to play the skorpion... i have 6 million credits... why can’t there be a (50% off) sale...

meanwhile, when there WAS a sale on recruiting new crew members, i could’ve gotten T67 100% crew members for 100 gold instead of 200... ofc i completely forgot about it

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#rambly post is rambly #trying to get rid of anxiety yo #and i have to sleep early tonight too! dun dun dunnn #me.txt #anyway i guess i HAVE to spend 1.2 mil credits now for the skorp or else i won't easily be able to do the ~do 2500+ dmg mission #well with a crew that has no skills.. idk how that'll go haha #wot #superpowers fic #4wd #// #AAAARGH i have 4.8 mil credits now #OBVIOUSLY