#briefly contemplate sleeping on the floor. freak out more over the disorganization of the bottom level of my bedside table

[plinkpimimi]

"if you give a mouse a cookie" brain

#end an awful day. get in bed. specific sentimental object is not on my bedside table. get up to look for it #start freaking out. feel like an idiot child who cannot sleep without their comfort object. get on the ground to look #briefly contemplate sleeping on the floor. freak out more over the disorganization of the bottom level of my bedside table #knock a loose pushpin onto the ground. start freaking out more because i know with certainty i'll step on it tomorrow #pass my laundry. remember i sat down somewhere 'contaminated' earlier with the intention to change after and that i didnt #have a full ocd breakdown because i got in bed with these clothes on #Find the fucking object in my desk organizer. #get back into bed feeling like an idiot child