#but a picture of like some cute colorful patterns or a silly little doll or some cool clothes ? well that's alright i guess :)

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every single day i experience symptoms of ocd and every single day i'm somehow surprised by it

#one example being when i'm getting ready to go to sleep #i literally have to scroll through my dash until i find a picture that doesn't give me some kind of anxiety #can't leave the screen on a picture of this sloppy red cake batter because it looks vaguely gorey and what if i die in some gorey accident #can't leave the screen on a picture of a cat because what if my cat dies tomorrow #can't leave the screen on a picture of a beautiful field with a yellowy filter on it because it makes me think of some kinda movie scene #where someone is recalling pleasant memories on their death bed #can't leave it on a picture of fire because what it my house burns down in my sleep #can't leave it on a picture of a graveyard for obvious reasons etc. etc. #there's always something. everything links to death with me and i can't go to sleep with any of it on my screen because it's ''''bad luck'' #or whatever the fuck #but a picture of like some cute colorful patterns or a silly little doll or some cool clothes ? well that's alright i guess :) #i experience other ocd symptoms but that's the one that always makes me go woah wtf ???? i have ocd ???? #edit: remembering a few years ago when i started getting really really bad fears relating to my ribs. ribs in general #and every time i lied down i had to make sure my ribs were perfectly lined up with each other ? #and my ribs are already pretty misshapen so it took. a long time to do that #and i'd toss and turn and freak out and get so scared and frustrated and cry. they had to be lined up #because the fact that your ribs can move and sometimes one side is further back or further forward or whatever scared me so much #i'm like mostly over that now. i don't do that anymore but. weird how i didn't think that was an ocd thing back then lmao

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SU OC Profile: Coral Pearl

Coral Pearl

Nickname: Coral (All her gem friends, Keisuke *sometime*, Amethyst), Coral-chan (Keisuke *sometime*), Sango (Keisuke), Sango-chan (Keisuke), Silly Pearl (Amethyst *sometime*)

Hometown: Homeworld (Past)/ Little Homeworld, Earth (Present)

Friend(s): Keisuke Nakamura (Boyfriend), Tetsuya Nakamura (Friend), Emiko Nakamura (Friend), Other Pearls *Teal Pearl, Sunset Pearl, Light Purple Pearl* (Friends), Blue Topaz (Friend), Pink Sapphire (Friend), Strawberry Quartz/Ichigo (Friend), Steven and The Crystal Gems (Friends)

Occupation: Servant (Past), Little Homeschool student (Present)

Personality:

She's cheerful, optimistic and fun-loving. She love does silly face, it's reason made Keisuke fall in love her.

She's clumsy. When she lived on Homeworld, she's careless in sometime. Plus, some high-ranking gems think she's too clumsy to be good and perfect pearl. Although, she's good at serve anything. But, it made her feel bad for herself in sometime. But mostly, she's optimistic. This point, she don't mind about it.

She will become bit careful and less clumsy (she's still clumsy, but sometime), when she tries to focused on doing something. Especially, when she cooks or does scrapbooking.

She love and care Keisuke with his childs (Keisuke and Emiko). She tries her best to help any houseworks (Keisuke is who teach how to houseworks to her) with Keisuke and his childs, Especially, cooking.

She love and enjoy to making bento, especially Kyaraben or Character Bento (after, she met and know Keisuke and Emiko). Mostly, she learn how to making Bento from books. But sometime, she learn from Keisuke (He teach her in some point, when he has a free time). She always wakes up early to make bento to Keisuke and his childs. She make Kyaraben to Keisuke and his childs every 1 week for 1 time. She like to take pictures, after she did make bento finish.

She love and interest to learn about languages on earth, after she lives on earth. Especially she love to learn Japanese language much, after she met and know Keisuke.

She love writing. Especially, write about her day to day life on the earth around her, about Japan and Japanese food

She love Scrapbooking. She like to buy stuffs, like stickers, patterned papers and other, or  find and collect interesting things for does her scrapbook.

She like drawing. Especially, she draw cute thing for her notebook or scrapbook. she's good at pencil colors.

She like cute stuffs, especially cute stickers, cute dolls, cute outfits and cute dresses.

She like to watching Keisuke is planting vegetable and fruit. Sometimes, she helps him plant vegetable and fruit together. She love to watch vegetable and fruit everyday. Because, She's always impressed with how fruits and vegetables grow.

She love Senbei and Dango, it's her fav. japanese foods and snacks, when she met and know Keisuke. For other fav. japanese foods are Sukiyaki, Grilled Mochi with Shoyu, Miso Soup, Chawanmushi (Steamed Egg).

Like: Do silly face (It's one of reason made Keisuke fall in love her), Cooking (Thank to Keisuke and Tetsuya with Emiko), Scrapbooking, Learn about language on earth (Japanese is her fav. language, after she met and know Keisuke), Watch vegetable and fruit Keisuke plant, Help Keisuke plant vegetable and fruit (Sometime), Making Bento (Especially, Kyaraben or Character Bento), Collect cute stuffs, Cute dresses, Cute outfits, Stickers (especially cute stickers), Buy stuffs for notebook or scrapbook, Senbei, Dango, Sukiyaki, Grilled Mochi with Shoyu, Miso Soup, Chawanmushi (Steamed Egg)

Coral Pearl's Backstory: [Click]

#Steven Universe #Steven Universe OC #Coral Pearl #My OC