#but actually every interaction I've had so far has been indiscriminately welcoming and sweet

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"northstar anon" aka "anon a star who [you] hypothesize has a most radiant laugh" here!

Unfortunately, my brain is currently only at around 12% functioning capacity so I do not have the brainpower to craft an ask as lovely as the one I wish to send :(

Thus my message today is simple: welcome back and thank you for the beautiful, lovely art! <3

Aww, anon!!! My my, I have many of your asks now, what a treasure to behold :,)) You are now a familiar face of sorts, with rather dashing sunglasses, if I may be so bold to suggest :DD

My ask box has been sadly far more neglected as of previous months due to life having me in its nasty little claws but rest assured I received your words in your last ask and always value your presence! It is very kind of you to muster the energy to speak with me despite struggling with your own issues, that must have been difficult. Ohh god no no, no need to worry about the message!! I appreciate the effort above all! You anons always amaze and flatter me with your timeliness as soon as I post compared to my extended absences between posts. It is incredibly touching to know that you have reserved time to speak to me so soon after posting! And now?? even when you're tired?? :,,,,,) I am very blessed to have someone like you, anon my star, who has such a generous heart to choose to expend a bit of that time on me! I've got to step up my game, you guys have been and are incredible, seriously

I'm afraid I can't promise that I will be here regularly, as I, too, am not capable of fully functioning as of late due to healing from some wounds, but I will post shitty, not yet rendered sketches in the meanwhile :,, ) I don't mind taking drawing requests for a while or answering some asks, just struggling with restoring my creative juices and time constraints for now! Drawing or no drawing actually you guys have been incredibly sweet, I love to interact with you guys, long heartfelt messages or reading your colorful tags or shitposts, it's all great. Started out with just planning to post my art and now I am a softie and this is 3 paragraphs now oh no

#ask #your name in my brain is #my star :)) #can you tell how soft I am now?? at first I was so sure I was gonna get sniped or something by strangers on the internet #so i was like ok just drop ur art and leave i didn't expect ppl to want to talk to me oof #but actually every interaction I've had so far has been indiscriminately welcoming and sweet #i was expecting to not talk to anyone and then its like. now i'm actually a little overwhelmed by the kindness that floods my inbox??? #u guys are so fucking nice what the hell #alternating between the chaos of the tags and the sweetness of the asks you guys are hilarious AND kind how can i not get soft #anyway i love reading your and everyone's thoughts don't be afraid to say random shit that isn't a heartfelt TED talk!!! #its so sweet to me that you guys think i'm worth a little extra time anything u say triggers automatic heart eyes for me dw