#but apparently thats bc the negative reactions in question are 'cant fucking rember'

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I need to finish my tasks so I can be done with work for the day but I'm just starting back up on my meds after being off of them for a while bc I was sick and taking medicine that would have had a bad interaction with them and now my brain is not working. I couldn't remember if this specific medication had any negative effects starting up but apparently it does and that negative effect is "reduces brain processing power to 1 KB"

#why do depression meds that actually work give me such a shitty time when i first start on them #my first depression meds (lexapro) didnt actually do anything for me but stop me from having nightmares #my second depression meds (paxil) made me have frequent panic attacks for like the first two weeks #my third depression meds (mirtazapine) made me extremely irritable for the first few weeks (this was worse than the panic attacks imo) #and now with this one (buproprion) i couldnt remember if there were any negative reactions when i first started on them #but apparently thats bc the negative reactions in question are 'cant fucking rember' #like its a fucking struggle to even remember what im doing from one moment to the next tbh #and im making so. many mistakes. and im trying to doublecheck my work to catch any mistakes but im doublechecking it with the Same Brain #like. the brain that is actively not working. that one #i need to write a thing and its due todayyyy so i really need to finish it before i can leave but my brain is disconnected from the server! #and i dont know what to do about that :( #rambling