#but everytime i feel thr depression creeping back into my brain i close my eyes as hard as i physically can

[littlegoldfinchh]

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#i dont know if this is something other people do or im just a bit fucked up amd obsessed #but everytime i feel thr depression creeping back into my brain i close my eyes as hard as i physically can #and just think about my bf and how much fun we're going to have in a few years and just keep picturing everything i wanna do with him #like grocery shopping and playing dnd and grilling and going on little trips #and i think about them until i can feel myself shifting back into normal brainmode #like it's genuinely so much more useful than those stupids meds im taking