#but i found it very flattering that he was v eligible but noo he was all for me and in the dream i was fused SPECIFICALLY w the wynona

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dream diary in the tags

#it was v nostalgic and ahhhhhhh the kind of dream that left me in a haze after waking up #i was me but fused w jo march littlewomen and my family all still lived in our old house #and there was a rich lauriecoded tall blonde neighbor i was besties w #and he was whipped w me but in the dream i knew i didnt reciprocate eventhough im not sure if i knew i was a lesbian or not #but i found it very flattering that he was v eligible but noo he was all for me and in the dream i was fused SPECIFICALLY w the wynona #rider version of jo so you understand. how beautiful i was of course. and i was creative and not really worrying abt the worries of capita #lism and still together w my family all in good relationships vibing enjoying life. woke up and my first thought was #that would be me without any mental illness LMAO #there were 2 scenes i remember distinctly fisrt one scene me and laurie we were in our neighborhood but then we moved to another place #that was kinda like the woods?? and apparently it was a #lumber cutting site or sth?? and there was a lot of logs stacked up and it was v green and wild #kind of a northerner nature than you find in greece so idk where tf in the world that would be #ik 'laurie' was supposed to be from northern europe maybe sweden idk #then we went back to the hosue #and there was a third person cut of 'me' as wynona/jo picking up the mail from the outdoors mailbox #in the snow at night. very cinematic #and there was the fact that the laurie boy was in love w me and me knowing it and feeling sad i couldt reciprocate #and when i woke up i had a followup thought that i wanted us to be like brothers but cant have shit in this econmy #huh what else. thahts all! #dream diary