#but i loved what i was able to dooo so nooooooooo

[honeyvenommusic]

my god. so i’m working on a single i wanted to put out 1.5 years ago lol (surprise) but really wanted to give more to it but just didn’t have the means and man….

retrieving vocal stems from one DAW that only allowed me 8 tracks like i knew i was making it work with whatever i had and that sometimes meant bass sharing a track with vocals sharing a track with bg vocals sharing a- 😭

and now i’m crying (bc i have to sort it out but that’s also bc) damn we really were living in squalor had to give myself a little kiss bc damn you really made that work babes i’m astonished and it still sounded dynamic and great i really took time to calculate what effects would work overall on a track with whatever i had on it it had to work across the board and it still sounded good eye- now i’ve just started a new DAW like a month+ ago (still holding my head whenever i need to add a new track just waiting for the other shoe…) but i’m already feeling less stressed (miss some definite things so i’ll be back to start something or add something and then move to the other but ehh we’ll make it work like we are now)

#daw still a freebie i ain’t got money lol #but man. glad to have it #(i am in need & free is free but absolutely refuse to acknowledge the fucking name) #anyway FMN GONNA BE RELEASED??? #now to figure out if i want to actually make the mv i have recorded on my phone #my god when i do or don’t my phone storage use is about to drop Drastically😭 #cannot believe i held on to it for this long like … maybe i will be able to release it maybe i’ll make it if we get to give the #song what it needs wow what an optimist #the song itself coulda been released i made peace with how sparse i felt it was it wasn’t that empty but i could feel it #but i couldn’t reconcile little issues in the vocals #which weren’t bc of the vox themselves i was so sad because they sounded vv good it was just a couple external things i couldn’t cover w #only 8 tracks so i didn’t want to re-record even though i knew i wanted to to hopefully not have it happen again #but i loved what i was able to dooo so nooooooooo #and here we are a year and a half later finally 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭