#but i played ffxiii first. i still remember the start of the second chapter i think...? then rip ps3 broke

[noxtivagus]

oh man i still love ffxv so much 🫶🏼

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxv. ] #i am thinking again of . noctis #GODDAMN I USED TO BE SO #noctis used to be my fav chara back then. he's still one of my favs rn #i love ffxv music sm man thank you yoko shimomura for composing elegant osts #i love kingdom hearts sm too.... final fantasy n kh my childhood fr #help i like so many games that are connected to sqex in a way 😭 #nier published by sqex . n huh #even one of my fav animanga ( fullmetal alchemist ) is connected to sqex in a way #funny how all these interests were influenced by my father's side of the family. my dad n an aunt in particular #i actually nearly finished the manga for fma ! but not the last few volumes bcs my aunt has them w her in japan i think. 🥹 #wait i'm listening to ffx rn n i am emotional. my first exposure to ff #but i played ffxiii first. i still remember the start of the second chapter i think...? then rip ps3 broke #🥹 i'm. i love my childhood #thinking abt it n i've really been exposed to a lot of video games #gow & tlou & loz & ac & the other ac & ff & nier & fe & kh & mario stuff ofc & help sm more #oh man i really have always been passionate about video games. it means so much to me esp w the ones w good stories bcs u play through them #ffxiv as an mmorpg. really fit so well with what i wanted. im really so happy #god i played a lot of board games as well when i was young n those smart wtvr stuff #n a lot of fps in gr 6 especially. n so much gacha games wtf n rhythm games n mobile mmos too #when i get interested in smth i really seek to learning as much of it as i can #i also watched sm anime back then 🫣 n i got into a lot of kpop grps back then too #in ffxiv i do most content. not quite rp yet tho. but i have rped in other places in the past LMFAOOO #thinking abt how i'm so weak for romantic stuff tho. suteki da ne... sob. i blame final fantasy for me being like this #the way i write is so filled with confusion. but also a gentle n strong love for life as a whole. n poems n stories n. longing #please pay me no mind rn i am Emotional n cringe but free #i am emotional rn n distracted n confused n a mess but at least i got that. thing out of my mind. i'll stress about it later